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I left my abusive husband 5 years ago
I lived with my mum for 7 weeks then she had a very bad accident brain injury horrific she was in hospital for 4 months, in the mean time my two sons are living with me in her 2 bedroomed flat as I was going hospital every day husband cut off all monies as he is controlling, mum came home and I nursed her for 12 months, she was a miracle done very well considering but still had a brain injury which is hard to cope with, met a few men fell in love but didn't work out as my time was with my mum so much, joined gym to help the endorphins met a nice man who I wouldn't normally go for but he was a gentleman, got own place moved out with my both sons as it was cramped and got careers for mum and myself and sister done the rest.mum got cancer total shock and was so quick, she died within 8 weeks of us knowing.. I'm struggling like hell now feel so down hate my life some days could just end it all, my memory is awful and I feel I'm forgetting words, been to a councillor for 8 weeks she says it's a process on anti depressants now for a long time having a bad day today lost my faithful dog 6 weeks ago, had problems with my both boys feel everything is in my shoulders just feel so tired and very very low..
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