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Hello, I'm 22 and uncircumcised, and I've got a problem with my penis that has persisted for well over a year now, not getting better even slightly. This has made my depression so much worse.
This might make you laugh, but it's making me suicidal.
Before this problem appeared, I used to masturbate daily, and was starting to get kind of bored.. so I decided to make a fleshlight out of items I had at home following an internet tutorial out of a glove, some sponges and a can of pringles. Yes, pathetic. Anyway, I didn't think much of it since I've done it a few times before without any consequences and it felt pretty good. But this last time I believe I've made it too tight, and have used it a few times in a row, and I think I damaged my glans for good. Anyway, my penis used to be smooth before this experience, but after it got what seems like a million tiny papercuts over the top of the glans. The bottom looks smooth still. Anyway, the next time I had an orgasm, it felt painful in the glans, instead of the usual pleasurable feeling, it was somewhere between pleasure and pain. The next time it felt okay, but ever the glans has been extremely dry and masturbating just painful, since it feels like peeing off, and glans feels extremely sensitive to touch, almost painful to touch. Sometimes it is. It became red/inflamed, and has been this way ever since. Used to have a healthy purple color.
Last month it has been getting worse, I've been losing sensation, orgasms don't feel good anymore, a few times I didn't even feel anything. I have been using shea butter but without any success, and have tried not masturbating for a week, but the next time I masturbated after it, the orgasm was painful just like that first time I described after the trauma.
Now, I believe I might've desentisized the nerves and the reason it hurt after a week of abstaining is perhaps have started to heal. But the longest I ever went without it was a week. So maybe I hadn't given it enough time. I have been to a urologist and have described the problem, but he said he doesn't see anything wrong with it.
Please help, this has been a source of much distress for me, I just want to heal again.
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