day 18, confused
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Im on day 18 back on fluoxetine, physical side effects are easing up a bit, better tummy, still lack of appetite feeling dizzy and not quite here.
Ive noticed my mind doesnt go to the really bad intrusive thoughts so much which is great , past few days have been quite emotional but in a weird way im sort of calmer, like not quite there, not quite with it.so anxiety has eased up but its like my brain doesnt know where else to go.like it doesn't know how to be normal,i find myself empty and low, very low. Im glad anxieties are a bit better but after so long with them i feel like i forgot what normal feels like. Has anyone felt like this? How did you come out? Feel like i should start feeling better but i dont.
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VaJaJa ana15328
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Glad to hear that you are starting to feel better. I've been on flux for 3 months now & feel fabulous but I only started to feel the effects 6 to 8 weeks in. My anxiety went about the same time as you but I had the worst feeling of flatness & bleakness especially on waking & really struggled to get out of bed but I found that I felt better with short bursts of exercise like 10 star jumps or jogging on the spot but you have to force yourself to do it. It's a long road full of twists, turns & dead ends but when it eventually kicks in its all worth it. Plus I lost 3 & a half stone & I've not put it back on. So not only do I feel great but I look great. So stick with it & good luck & keep posting xx
ana15328 VaJaJa
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Am finding it difficult to eat enough, everyone keeps commenting on how good i look but i havent got one more ounce of fat to lose. So am a bit worried if i dont stop losing weight, gonna end up feeling and looking sick. But its ok, its all in the way to recovery i guess.
Just cant wait to feel something good, to feel excitement , p*ssed off about the long painful crappy road im on. (Enough with the moaning!)
Im looking forward to get to where you're at
im on the way x
VaJaJa ana15328
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ana15328 karen76145
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Thanks again, replies really help. X