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Dear Mr "D"

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dondons
dondons

Dear Mr D why are you here? Making me miserable, living in fear, casting your shadow all around, at every turn you're pulling me down

Dear Mr D why have you came, is it something I did? am I to blame?

I wish you'd go, why won't you leave?

Stop suffocating and let me breathe

I've fought with my body, my mind, my soul but I can't cope anymore, I'm losing control

I'm scared, I'm sad and I'm all alone, I can't get through this on my own

I've tried and tried for far too long, I can't fight anymore you're just too strong!!!

Dear mr "D" why can't you see just what it is you're doing to me 😢

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11 Replies

  • eliana20482
    eliana20482 dondons

    Posted

    This is beautiful. It is very accurate about how depression feels. It hits me somewhere
    • g.90572
      g.90572 eliana20482

      Posted

      To me to me depression is like a wall that won't move it's not animate or chasing me or anything like that
  • deb44437
    deb44437 dondons

    Posted

    "WOW".. couldnt help but read this over a few times.. 'ditto' to eliana's comment.  Im thinking how this would go as lyrics in a song.. FAB work there dondons  

      

    • dondons
      dondons deb44437

      Posted

      Thank you, it's just how I feel right now!

      Sick of feeling like this, sick of being me! X

    • deb44437
      deb44437 dondons

      Posted

      I can relate to that dondons.. its a horrible feeling as though your trapped in 'well'.. From reading your beautiful words, it really lifted & inspired me.. You are definately gifted to write how you feel & put it into words.. I do hope that you will continue to write & share it with the world.. be strong our gifted friend.. BIG HUGS xx
    • g.90572
      g.90572 deb44437

      Posted

      Christina Aguilerahas a beautiful song about don't bring me down today
    • deb44437
      deb44437 g.90572

      Posted

      AWESOME song g..  poems, songs etc., can provide is some respite from how we are feeling.. Im pretty cautious tho, some songs can drag me down into a deeper depression, its best to choose wisely.. if it feels good, keep it.. if it makes us more down, then let it go.. Be encouraged to read peoples posts.. directing our attention, thoughts  etc., works well for me..  rolleyes
  • g.90572
    g.90572 dondons

    Posted

    So much depression is about not having any company being bored being alone
  • Mashuga
    Mashuga dondons

    Posted

    Keep up the fight dondons and you will get better. I am fighting the same battle and it's a struggle everyday ...sometimes I can't see beyond the next day but we have to keep on fighting and hoping. Dr D is like the Devil you have to have faith in the good and positives and hang on.
  • tess33005
    tess33005 dondons

    Posted

    Hey Mr D, listen to me,

    We're all on your side, ok?

    Whatever happens, no matter how small,

    We'll be with you right away.

    Depression sucks, you feel so alone,

    The fight goes on all the time,

    We don't care if you need to moan,

    Being ill isn't a crime.

    Stay right here with your friends on this website, dondons. We all understand that hopeless feeling that things will never get better, and we've all tried to fight depression, day in, day out.

    Some of us are better now, including me, but I'm not bragging - I just hope that you realise that you can fight back and recover your old life.

    I sat in misery for three long, terrible years. I attempted suicide twice and I stayed in bed all the time. all my 'friends' deserted me and my unpleasant ex-husband wouldn't allow the children to come and see me.

    It WILL get better, I promise you. I just can't tell you when, so stay here on this site, keep posting, because we all want you to get better.

    love Tess

  • dondons
    dondons

    Posted

    I just hate living so much! 😢 I can't cope, my life's a mess!
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