Debilitating symptoms. Brain fog...extreme memory loss...spacey 24/7!
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The last year of my life has been a brutal one. At the age of 22, I am in the lowest of lows and I desperately need some help!
Here’s my tale:
About a year ago, a couple months after an extremely strenuous relationship, I began noticing that I was tired all the time…and all around, I wasn’t really satisfied. Don’t get me wrong, I still enjoyed my friends, and activities…but life just wasn’t as bright and vibrant anymore after a month of noticing this ever-present fatigue, it got a bit stronger. I would wake up each morning completely zombie-mode…and that feeling would remain throughout the entirety of my day, until my head hit my pillow that evening.
Initially, I suspected some form of sleeping disorder. I set up a sleep study, got my thyroid checked, ferritin levels, all the basics. Sleep study revealed I sleep just fine and all my other blood tests came back negative.
The fatigue and the weight of the world slowly got worse over the next handful of months, UNTIL I woke up one morning and everything escalated greatly. I felt completely stoned. I couldn’t think right. I couldn’t concentrate. I felt inebriated. I felt totally disconnected and spacey. I felt as though I had no control over myself. I lost drive and motivation. I lost a lot of confidence. I always had an incredibly sharp memory. It was actually something well known about me to those in my family and friend circles. Yet, on this morning, almost all new information could not be retained. Things that happened earlier in the day, by evening, I felt they happened a day or two before. I could no longer recount the activities I took part in. This is possibly the worst of all the symptoms. The extreme short term memory. I have no context for time and I sort of feel like I’m just floating through life suffering.
For months I visited doctors getting tested by specialists. I visited a neurologist, infectious disease, I had an MRI, & I had about 20 different blood tests. NOTHING. My doctor literally said “I have no idea what this could be. I am beside myself” TOTES reassuring! I tried altering my diet entirely to organic and all natural. I continued my workouts and ran 15 miles a week. I tried sleeping even earlier. I tried all I could think of .
I have scoured the message boards and found a few people suffering from the same, but without answers.
I’m not sure if depression is the culprit, but depression sure has found its nasty venom-coated fangs into my veins. Tired, depressed, failed memory, no drive, scared…it’s no way to live. I want my life back.
PLEASE OFFER INSIGHT! I will be so grateful J
Sincerely,
Taylorsaurus Rex
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stuart80007 TaylorMason
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Hi Taylor,
I've suffered with similar symptoms for over 10 years, but sometimes have managed to clear it up pretty well.
A few ideas to look into:
Candida - this is an overgrowth of bad bacteria in the gut - how you feel in your head / the brain fog is an indication of how your gut is - my head literally felt jammed full of cotton wool to the point I could barely think. Cut out sugar and eat clean to clear up and take antifungals
Liver Congestion - check out Andreas Moritz book and liver flush group on Facebook - this was the big turnaround for me - a once a month liver flush can have amazing results
Magnesium deficiency - huge problem apparently and major cause of anxiety and other issues.
Research these and I hope they help you.
Diet is a major part of the recovery - cut out all sugar and possibly wheat & dairy
Also check out what they call Damp in Traditional Chinese Medicine - similar to candida
michael30415 stuart80007
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jovan1984 TaylorMason
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Has anyone felt this after giving birth? Does it go away? My doc prescribed meds but I refuse to take them because I am scared of the side effects.
ayushmaan42336 TaylorMason
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Hi! Taylor. More strength to you from India. My younger brother has been suffering from the exact same symptoms since the last 5 years. It is as if he suddenly stops living,almost 2 times a year for atleast 1 month each time. We've visited psychiatrists, therapists, ayurvedic practitioners but to no avail. All he tells us that he doesn't remember a thing except that his vision was hazy and his head felt heavy during those horrifying times. I mean I am very worried,it's destroying my kid brother. If you can give even a little headway into what it is,it will go a long way man. Hope you're doing fine cause I know what it's like. Desperately waiting to hear from you. Thank you for posting this thread.
33cody TaylorMason
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Has anyone here ever heard of something called h -pylori? Doing some extensive research into this shows many neuro issues due to adrenal fatigue and cortisol and other issues caused. The best article I found is on justinhealth. C o m it certainly explains a lot of you research it enough you gut actually affects many many different parts of your body to be honest. I'm going to get tested very soon, although my physciatrist is following a treatment for pandas and it seems to be working even tho I'm an adult and no known case of that in adults has been reported but I just thought I'd send out another possibility
jenny14485 TaylorMason
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Hello,
I know I am a little late answering this post, but I have to tell you. I am to a "T" in the same exact and I mean exact boat you are or were in. Did you ever find any answers? I'm just going through life and it's no quality at all. I can't hang out with friends, I can't help my sick dad, I can't take care of my house. The only think I can do is make it to work(barely) and come home to go to bed. I know I have a low iron and vitamin D and I have seen a hematologist and said my symptoms are not from low iron or vitamin d. I feel as though my life is near the end as I have been dealing with chronic fatigue all my life but this is beyond horrible. I have no friends and everyone things I am lazy and that's not it. As I write this the tears are just rolling down my face bc I feel every word you said. Please contact me and let me know how you are doing and if you found any answers. I would be beyond thankful to know I was not alone.
Thanks a bunch!
michael30415 jenny14485
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I pray you find the answer.
God bless you!
jenny14485 michael30415
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dan70750 jenny14485
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Hey Jenny I was the same as u and everyone else on here won't go into detail as u know the symptoms , anyway I've been getting msgs from this forum for a while now just to c if anyone could help me and finally they did , I'm not saying it will help u but I tried everything so I'm guessing you will to . A lady on here suggested a high dose of sertraline which is an antidepressant but also treats chronic fatigue syndrome. Anyway told my psychiatrist about this and he put me on a course and slowly up the dose to 200mg long story short I'm pretty much my old self again and it feels amazing . 2 yrs no doctors specialist or anyone new what was wrong with me . If u haven't already tried these maybe talk to your doctor about them . Hope your back to normal soon
jenny14485 dan70750
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Wayo TaylorMason
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Hi, for anyone experiencing these symptoms that have exausted all other avenues and would like to try something new- I believe there is a correlation between this condition and the spine, specifically the atlas vertibrea. I stumbled across 2 accounts of people with my syptoms that found a correlation, and I had a few visits to a chiro shortly before discovering this and had huge improvement in my symptoms at that time, so I'm eager to get back and tell them that i believe there is a connection with the atlas vertibrea, and i would also be eager to hear if others hear could investigate and report their findings. One thing is clear from my research- there is a staggering number of people who have this disorder and doctors don't seem to be aware of it. With how hard it makes our existence, we really need to pool together and figure this out by sharing info and making this issue more widely known until a cure or at least a proper diagnosis can be found. I have more to share, but i purpose we start some sort of reddit group to start a better collaboration, and like i mentioned, anyone that can investigate my findings about the atlas please let me know the results.
lou38632 Wayo
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phil93752 Wayo
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lou38632 TaylorMason
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lou38632 TaylorMason
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ra7777 lou38632
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Lou - Try to see an LLMD (Lyme Literate Medical Doctor) when you get tested. Unfortunately most regular MD's aren't well educated on Lyme and the labs they use are only accurate 50% of the time. You need someone who treats Lyme as their specialty. Good luck!