Decision time
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Hi all,
The hospital rang this morning and whoopee doo they have a bed. They want me there at three o'clock. I took down the details, but I am still undecided about going, and I'm supposed to be there in two and a half hours!!! I am no more enthused about this than the last time I wrote a few days ago. My days of being willing to crawl a mile over broken glass to get some meaningful help are long gone and I think that what happened last week (apart from being mentally exhausted with all this crap) is that hope died. It was the last straw. The final p*ss take.
I'm going to go to have a bath now to mull it over.
Thank you all for your good wishes. I feel bad being like this when there are people that desperately want this and would jump at the chance. I was one of those people too at one time. I fought and I fought and I fought, but they don't play fair.
Decision time I guess.
Best wishes
TFU
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gail
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i can imagine what your going through,\"shall i shant i\" only you can decide on that one as its your body, and dont worry over people who would do anything to get it done , when it finally arrives you bound to have doubts, anybody would. whatever you decide im sure i speak for all on the site we,ll be with you whatever, think positive think of the future . good luck with what you decide and best wishes from us all, we,ll be thinking of you.gail
daisymoo
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you've not been on so i'm hopeing you went for you op!! :mrgreen: yehhhh!!! good choice :ok: so as i write this your probs starveing and getting nervous, i was thinking this morning if i hadn't postponed mine i'd be up kings today for my pre-op!!! but i have a cold/flu and really poorly, so i couldn't have come to see you anyway :cry: i'm on lemsip extra so i'm having a burst of energy!!! lol,
let us know how you got on when your feeling up to it, or just come on and type......ughhhh......... lol then we know you ok, lol,
take care, :hug:
:rose:mandy:rose:
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