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hey anyone reading this,
I've been depressed for 3 years now but only started taking antidepressants since March this year and they have helped but I still feel so low and its all getting too much because I push myself away from everyone else and isolate myself. i've been in my room for the past 2 weeks and been getting food when I know my adoptive parents aren't in the house or have gone to the study to work so I don't see them.
I don't have dinner with them or go out when they go out because I just hate being around them but I will go out with friends even though I'm feeling really low i will go out with them because they make me feel less depressed and make me laugh but they understand that I'm struggling and are trying to help me whereas my adoptive parents don't even know something is going on they just leave me alone and to cope with everything.
I overdosed 3 weeks ago and been in hospital, they were away in Wales which is 2 hours away from the hospital I was in and didn't even come home just messaged one of my friends to make sure I was okay.
I don't know what to do, can anyone give me any advice or anything?
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