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i feel I'm going mad, I at the moment am my own worst enemy. I feel im not happy at work or at home. I've been on Prozac before but didn't really help, I've been told to go on them again but I refuse. Situations at home debts etc
arent helping, living in rental , high rent being £900 month for bungalow
husband depressed but won't go to doc for anything, so what hope have I got
when he comes home he says the wrong thing, makes me feel angry.
we have to move as the debts will be worse. I have gone through a bout of not eating and after working for 5 weeks over a lunch period without break
made me miss my hunger time and went over the time therefore into a pattern of not eating , made me feel weak etc and tearful.
now the next blow of life like a kick in the gut is if we move quickly and find a place we have to give our cats away. I love my cats and we don't want to give them away. But if we don't we are deeper in debt staying here. I feel like screaming crying shouting why is life so cruel. I know if I don't work my husband will worry as he works, and doesn't really understand. My family are
great and supportive as I have older children. With children but they have their own lives. My eldest at home doesn't understand just says I need to work. The environment is in catering and I can't put up with the fast pace.
the waiting on people but the boss has been so good.
Whats wrong with me, My husband is disabled had a serious accident 12 years ago had nerve damage in his foot and. Several replacement hips . So it take sits toll when you lose everything including your home. But that's so long ago why do I keep thinking of the past.?
why can't I pick up?
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