Depression
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Feeling so so awful tonight. Like every little thing is pointless and meaningless. I just don't know what to do.
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Posted , 5 users are following.
Feeling so so awful tonight. Like every little thing is pointless and meaningless. I just don't know what to do.
1 like, 36 replies
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MrsTrigga dk25651
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patricia44773 dk25651
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Remember how special you are, this bad time will pass, but you have to make it pass. Be strong.....you have no concept of the strength you have, you ARE special.
Let me know how you go on, I am rooting for you.
Pat xxxx
dk25651 patricia44773
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I know that I won't harm myself. I just want to live a life without all this pain and fear.
thank you for you response xxxx
lattifa7777 dk25651
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All the best to you, you will be in my prayers. Faith is very helpful too. Remember if god brought you to it, he will bring you through it.
Its a path of learning. Xx
patricia44773 dk25651
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dk25651 patricia44773
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I'm feeling a little better today thank you. I'm just trying to take my mind off things until I can see my doctor again. Thanks again for your message xx
dk25651 lattifa7777
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Thank you again for your repy xx
lattifa7777 dk25651
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Im 7 weeks on meds and been doing great. So im hopingvits just a blip,;if anyone canbadvisw me thatvbe great and most appreciated.
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kelly8973 dk25651
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I'm feeling like this just now. Been on new med 4 weeks helped to start but my mood hasTaken a decline again just feel it in the pit of my stomach amd can't shut my mind off from thinking negative thoughts. It's horrible. Do you have kids or are you alone? I'm a single mum of 3 teenage boys and hate them seeing me like this. Xx
lattifa7777 kelly8973
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dk25651 lattifa7777
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Latifa it sounds to me like you've had a little blip and your mind has gone in to panic mode about it. I do the same. It's all very well saying 'don't panic' (we wouldn't have a problem if it were that easy) but you will be ok. Just keep going. I know how horrible it is and we are all in it together. Do you have your next doctor's apt organised? I find having my next doctor's apt organised helps me as I just think 'i'll keep going until my next apt' and try to just get on with things, as difficult as it may well be. And I also have my massive breakdown moments too where I feel like I just want to lie in bed all day and sleep. But I think it's all part of it.
Keep strong!
Kelly I'm single and living with my mum at the moment, I'm very lucky because she is incredibly supportive of what I'm going through, even though she may not fully understand. I'm sure your boys don't like seeing their mum like this, but it's an illness and heaps of people suffer from it, and it time, you will recover. 4 weeks isn't very long, what are you taking and what dose if you don't mind me asking?
patricia44773 dk25651
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Sometimes helping others is one of the ways to lift the symptoms of depression, I know it is that way for me.
Keep positive, all will be well.
Pat xxx
dk25651 patricia44773
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I also thought your response was lovely and really helpful. I hope you're feeling a little better too xxx
lattifa7777 dk25651
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Thanks soooo much x
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lattifa7777 dk25651
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i have diazipam in my hand bag, i havnt taken it yet. im trying to be strong. ive heard meditation is good, and yoga. where do i get the meditation pack?
i think you are sertainly right just about thinking of today first rather than the next few days. i will prob need lots of reasurance on here untill i feel better again, thankyou.
dk25651 lattifa7777
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Yeah book yourself a docs app and keep messaging on here, there are always lots of people who want to help here! xxx
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kelly8973 dk25651
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Thses dark nights make everything worse feel like I've not had the blinds open for 2 mins and they are shut again x
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kelly8973 dk25651
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I was out shopping with my sister and boys. I'm ok for parts but my mind wanders and brings me crashing down just can't shift my mood at all. I upped my med last night but I guess I'm hoping for a miracle which isn't going to happen
How are you x
dk25651 kelly8973
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I'm feeling a little more relaxed today but also up and down, I'm just trying to be positive about the fact that I feel slightly better. I do find that my mind wanders a lot and I find it quite difficult to focus on one thing in particular, but I do think meditation is helping with this slightly.
Hopefully you will feel the benefits of the higher dosage in a couple of days, but try not to worry if you don't as there will definitely be either a higher dosage or a different medication that will help you xx
lattifa7777 dk25651
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I slept well last night, but was really down and tearful, spent the whole day out at the shops and meeting friends. I don't know why but dread coming home. I'm OK just slightly anxious, have loads of house work that needs doing and dinner, but I just feel frozen I'm obviously going down hill, so first thing in the morning I'm hoping to see my gp.
Thank you for it support o really really appreciate it. I just hope I won't have more bad side affects??
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