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Hi. I am 16 years old. Looking back I think I have been depressed most of my teenage and maybe before life. I have days where I just can't get up apart from to get food or water. I would describe it as laziness I just "can't be bothered" to move. I see no point. I am beginning to think i am just a lazy person. At school I am VERY quiet and find it differcult to talk to anyone. I have 2 close friends but I just can't talk about my feelings with anyone. In the last few weeks I've been diagnosed with dyslexia, gone to the doctor and been referred to a mental health service in my area and not told anyone. I know it sounds like I'm doing things to help but when you go to the doctor saying your sad all they do is give you a leaflet. I'm anxious. I am constantly anxious. We have a person who helps with the wellbeing of people in the school but I feel so embarres and guilty that I'm wasting her time and think that she must think I'm such an idiot. The biggest thing that worries me is that she thinks I'm faking my symptoms. I hate to think that. But things always work out that it looks like that. I had a meeting with her where she tells me to come to her room when it happens and the next day I'm in there. I'm dreading going back to school. I've just reached breaking point and no one knows.
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