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I've suffered and battled depression for 11 years officially but I think I've had depression much longer! My problem is, it's really affecting my marriage. I have a major problem with intimacy and am scared that my husband will find someone else. He works away so has ample opportunity to have 'another life'. I feel so much weight on my shoulders to be the wife I should be but I just can't. I'm sure my medication plays a huge part in this as well as my past. I witnessed a lot of sexual activity as a young child (5 years and upwards) from my parents who were extremely active and very selfish. I came across pornographic photos of my parents in various sexual scenes on my bed, on my sisters bed, in our living room, kitchen table etc, with VERY graphic images. I live in Spain no don't have a very good support system here, the health service is difficult with the language barrier and I feel that as long as they are dishing out the tablets they feel their work is done. Does anyone have any advice for me on how I can deal with this? Thanks in advance x
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