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I've suffered with depression for years and had many bad times during those times , heavy drinking upto 16 cans per night and 2 overdoses to name but a few ,I found it very difficult to speak to anyone about my feelings but got through those with help from my family and doctors but my depression has never left me , and I still can't express my true thoughts and feelings to anyone ,just try and act like a normal healthy person, I've been receiving councelling for a few months but can't really open up to her.
It's affecting my relationship with my girlfriend as I can't be bothered doing anything , she thinks I'm not interested anymore but I can't explain the reason why ,wish my mind would just let me have a clear out of what's going on inside of it but it won't let me! !!!,my mood swings are really bad too I go off on one at the slightest thing ranting and raving , this is the first time I've tried to get things off my mind ,anyone else had the same feelings and how did you go about things
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