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This is the first time I have really spoken about my depression, or really accepted that there is something wrong with me.
I have everything that I could have ever possibly dreamed of, a home, a loving boyfriend, good friends etc and yet I am still so unhappy. Sometimes I can go a few weeks maybe even a month feeling okay and then the depression hits. It's not like there is a trigger to this, often it is the most trival things that get me down and keep me feeling low for weeks on end.
I desperately want to open to my boyfriend about it, and have briefly tried but he just doesnt understand. His words to me were 'You have everything, what on earth have you got to be unhappy about?' And he is right, that is why I have never been able to talk to anyone about this because it seems such a pathetic thing to tell people about because I dont have a reason for being this unhappy. My boyfriend needs answers for my unhappiness and I just cant give him any answers. That fustrates him and I end up pushing him further away.
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