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I feel as though I am recovering well from depression now, thanks to antidepressants I believe. I no longer feel in a constant severe depression, I have a life that I am able to start doing something with and want to make use of my life. But all though I don't feel depression inside me very often anymore, I know it's still there, lingering. It's like it follows me round in my shadow or sits on my shoulder watching me, waiting for a time to pounce again. I know it's still there and it worries me how easy it could be for it to attack again. I feel it's holding me back from things for fear of depression setting in again. Holding me back from people for the fear of being let down losing them, but i don't want to live a life alone, but this is what i'm doing and I don't know why.
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