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I've had depression since I was 14 (I'm 21 now) and gone through a variety of doctors, psychiatrists and counsellors.
I just feel like this will never end. I can't remember the last time I felt like a 'normal' person. As well as low feelings there are times when I am happy and sometimes cannot remember what I've done (the forgetting is becoming more frequent). Sometimes i feel like there's a crowd in my head reciting over and over what i am doing. Its so stressful and my anxiety levels are through the roof to the point i dont want to leave the house anymore in fear of breaking down or even killing somone
I go to Uni and all these feelings have made me fail and had to retake a year. My energy is so so low all the time. Struggle to go to work also with most weeks ending up not going.
I was ssexually abused when I was 7 so I am currently going through the process of it going or not going to court. Its been such a long wait since i first reported it. (Will be a year in March).
I have recently been put on to sertraline so hoping these will be better.
Is there a way out or are people like me just always going to suffer?
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