Desperation
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Hi all
I havent posted in a while, just wanted to burry my head in the sand i guess
Things are bad on my end. I have pudendal neuralgia. Seems obvious to me that its post herpetic neuralgia
Most painful thing i have ever experienced. It just goes on and on. Its been weeks. I had to go home from work last week due to pain. Its like someone is stabbing me with a hot knife from labia to sacrum.
There is no end in sight. I am told it can last for month to years.
I cant take antivirals due to strange reaction. Im terrified i will have an outbreak and make things worse.
It was just 3 mos ago i was trail running with my dogs. Now i lay in bed depressed and doped up on neurontin.
I am actually having thoughts of suicide. dont worry, not on the cliff yet, but i feel so hopeless and broken.
Not sure why im posting this, its just not the kind of thing i feel like i can share with anyone else
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Sabrina55 ouch109
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Checking in -- are you lower on the pain scale?
ouch109 Sabrina55
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This may be a two steps forward one step back kind of process. Overall i am down from the 8 of three weeks ago.
I start physical therapy in january. I hope it helps.
I just took my first famvir. I really feel like its the virus aggravating the nerve and if i can just supress it i can heal. Argh... So frustrating
Thanks for checking in
FelizCastus ouch109
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Hyperaesthesia is apparently an abnormal increase in sensitivity to stimuli, so not too disimilar to neuropathy and the like. Anyway, antiviral meds didn't really help her, but amitriptyline hydrochloride did. Link below.
Hyperaesthesia Following Genital Herpes: A Case Report
http://www.hindawi.com/journals/drp/2011/903595/
Amitriptyline hydrochloride is a tricyclic antidepressant and apparently available as Adepril, Amitid, Amitril, Elavil, Emitrip, Endep, Enovil, Trepiline, Tryptanol and Vanatrip. Not sure about generic. I only know all of this due to Google, by the way! Lol
Anyway, just thought I'd try to help you out. Hope you're still feeling somewhat better and that you're able to better tolerate the Famvir.
ouch109 FelizCastus
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This is a great article
Thanks for the research!!!
My pain is deeper, and i have very little sensitivity to touch, so in still thinking neuralgia, but amitriptyline is allegedly used for neutopathy as well
Honestly, when i have taken anti virals for a few days (until i cant stant the side effects any more) i havent really seen much improvement. I think i just always feel like the virus is active because i am in so much pain
Ugh.. So frustrated
FelizCastus ouch109
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ouch109
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steph05820 ouch109
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I have been having very similar symptoms. Have you had any luck finding something that worked??