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Yesterday I had a wonderful day with my daughter. Even though I was tired - it was the right kind of tiredness . We had lunch out, visited my 3 brothers and then went to the pictures.
My daughter, who is 22 is back from university ( She has just come back from France and is going to Spain in January 2022) for 6 months. This is part of her last yr of her degree ( languages).
My daughter lives with her boyfriend about 50 miles away.
Time with her is so special.
She stayed over with me last night, and this evening she went back to her boyfriends.
I have been in bed all day as mentioned . I really couldn't get out of bed through M.E. I became more depressed and the guilt through not spending time with her today is awful. I really am heartbroken and feel suicidal- although I will never kill myself.
My daughter herself gets M .E but doesn't seemingly get it as bad as me. She makes me feel guilty and as said in the past; "your always in bed ".
I cant cope ( and never really have done) the feelings a felt yesterday- being with my daughter laughing and being happy yesterday to having no energy, completely fatigued, can't get out of bed, severe depression and Anxiety ( I do suffer from Depression and Anxiety as well as severe Menopause symptoms.
Why can't I cope? After years and years having M E.
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