Dihydrocodeine addiction.
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One last thing I need to say and then I'm outta here. I'm reading a lot on here about dihydrocodeine addiction...it's as bad as heroin addiction. Drug addicts...etc etc. Well, here is the truth, absolute. If you take dihydrocodeine at a high therapeutic dose for say 3-4 weeks daily, then you are physically dependent on them. And you will continue to be physically dependent on them until you stop taking them. BUT YOU ARE NOT ADDICTED! Addiction is a chronic condition, framed in an obsessive compulsion to repeat the bahaviour, in this case drug taking, no matter what detrimental effects the behaviour may be having on your life. Addiction means you lie, steal, rob to take ever higher doses of a substance, progressing through the stages of harm with administration (ie. from snorting or smoking heroin to injecting it). Ultimately you spend ALL of your time looking for money or drugs to the exclusivity of everything else. Addiction is defined by a chronic, unstable lifestyle that is out of control. If you are going searching for more and more scripts, or money to buy DHC AND TAKING EVER GREATER DOSAGES then you are addicted to them. Otherwise, you are physically dependent. Nothing more and nothing less. Please, no more of these comments about how being on a DHC script is as bad as being a heroin addict. I was a heroin addict for 20 years and believe me, it is FAR worse than being dependent on a DHC script.
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dihydrocodiene struggles
Withdrawing from dihydrocodiene-my experience
hi there, I did post on an old thread but decided to start a new one. hopefully someone out there will either benefit or reply as I am currently on day 5 and its not easy. Iv been on dihydrocodiene 30mg for 4 years following post pregnancy back pain. as with many of you my gp continues to prescribe on rpt without calling me in. I have taken anything from 4 per day to 20 odd per day over the last 4 years. last dose early hours of sunday morning.
Day 1-woke up following fairly heavy night of partying. horrible feeling that none left but searched anyway. every bag, drawer, place I would have some. realised for sure none left.....not the first time this has happened and id requested rpt last Friday, knew they would not be available until Tuesday!! decided to see how things went. took 2 8/500 cocodomol- felt like hell from lunchtime onwards (prob hungover also tho I thought)
rest of the day major struggle, nothing done in the house. no energy, no motivation, upset stomach, fever, shivering, headache- classic symptoms-been there before. decided at some point in the afternoon I was coming off the evil things once and for all.
5pm major bowel problems, off to the toilet numerous times, took another 2 cocodomol. terrible nights sleep up and down to the toilet umpteen times.
day 2- Monday-cancelled all previously booked plans. flu symptoms continue. lack of energy continues, shivering under blanket with hot water bottle, no chores done. took 4 immodium, multi vit, 2 co-codomol, 1 banana for potassium. only thing eaten. (im not going into my family commitments as wish to remain as anon as poss. Very tearfull
1900- hardly able to keep eyes open, took 2 cocodomol managed over that wave. did a LOT of online reading of ppls experience-this has helped me greatly. 2100- called narcotics anon helpline- very nice, helpful chap gave me advice and reassurance. 2300 went to bed - better sleep but awoke screaming with nightmare and had several vivid dreams, slept until 0900, off and on, stomach still bad further immodium taken throughout last 24 hours.
day 3- Tuesday- got some help at home today so feel less anxious. still no energy, yawning constantly, hot water bottle, blanket, 1 cocodomol, vitamins, 2 immodium taken, 1 slice of toast eaten. stomach still all over the place. had commitment could not get out of in afternoon- struggle but coped. only out x2 since start and not thro choice. knew pills would be ready today but NO desire to pick them up. 1400- unable to keep eyes open, back to bed out like light until 1730.... woke up felt bit better-less shivery still very low in energy. sat around watching tc all evening back to bed early doors. only x 2 cocodomol 8/500 taken all day (feeling proud). stomach still dodgy but better bit more food eaten. not much. slept fitfully, dreams better but still troubled. slept until 0930.
Day 4- woke 0930- def bit more energy. No cocodomol taken today, no desire to pick up script. 2 slices of toast and 1 yogurt eaten (its 1300). 1 immodium taken this morning- bowels ok just now, less shivery, bit more energy, nowhere near healed but feel getting there. 1700- tireness at a peak today but for sure more able to cope. bought some pro plus and lucozade which did help. no cocodomol taken today, still no desire to pick up script. hot water bottle best friend . had some pasta, enjoyed it bowels ok. hot bath. bed 2300 slept fitfully again !!!
as from sunday morning my WD in numbers-
immodium taken - 10
multi vits - 4
cocodomol 14
hot water bottles - lost count
yawning - into the 100s
naps- 3
good nights sleep - 0
reduced to tears - 1 but lasted for hours
phone call to narcotics anon - 1
time spent online reading on forums etc- lost count, most beneficial thing iv done
posts myself - 2
times out the house - 2
hours spent in pjs - 100s
Day 5- woke 0630 as things to do this morning- very tired but no more than would be expected- legs sore and jumpy today, bearable. from what iv read the worst of the symptoms should be getting better. def feel less tired. managed bacon roll . very nice. home alone most of the day so going between enjoying the rest and feeling lonely. on the whole feeling positive and for sure no plans to pick up script!!! no immodium taken as yet today. less cold still sore, on the whole feel better. currently 1030 am.
I will never take these pills again!!!! anyone out there struggling just now? x
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quick update on the continued battle.. not sure if anyones interested but it might help me to look back on it. today has been hard. still struggling with food/tiredness. def getting better tho. just as well as back to work tmro...today went past the chemist where the pills were waiting. didn't get them. no cocodomol taken in 4 days. I really think these drugs should be better regulated. maybe when im feeling stronger I will pursue that thought further. found myself thinking less about it all today. still a long way to go though.
if anyone feels like joining in I would be most welcoming-its not easy
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just a quick update, 2 weeks today I started this. PAWS has been an issue. mostly because I miss the feeling and buzz but also I still feel less energy at times. on the whole though I feel good and very proud that iv lasted this long. no pills in the house, my husband handed them back to the pharmacist and said I didn't want them when he picked up the rest of my script. I notice lots of ppl have read my post so hopefully someone will benefit. im still taking immodium occasionally but NO codeine at all. I was worried about pain control with my back but its been surprisingly manageable with paracetamol and hot water bottle. hugs to anyone struggling xx
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i'm finding reading others post helping me because you don't feel as if it's only you going through this horrible withdrawals,i've never been addicted to tablets or anything in the past and since getting put on these drugs dhc for back pain my life has changed so much I really want off them so much.
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Good luck hon X
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Yes anxiety does have the better off me Thank you Nick, please keep in touch xx
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At 4pm today I entered day 10... Or is it 9? It's getting so I can't remember and that's a cool thing. Had the runs today(sorry if TMI). Def detox runs, you can tell the difference. I stopped the loperamide a couple of days ago so I guess it was to be expected. On the whole this withdrawal, though not pleasant, has not been too bad. You say you only take pills in the morning... There was a time during my using days that I did that. I would wake up every morning feeling like total cr@p and reach for a handful before even getting up! I did not understand that it was BC DHC is short acting so in effect I was beginning to withdraw every morning. I know you look after your granddaughter but I wish there was a way you could get a few days to yourself so that you could kick this thing to the kerb in one go. Whatever you decide, I'm here for ya but be honest as you can. The drug ps makes us deceive ourselves trust me. When I think of the years I have wasted... I have two kids, one of 16 and one of 24 and I love them dearly but I've missed loads. Sure I kept the house, made the food but mentally I was elsewhere. :-(
I just went to the bathroom and looked in the mirror and my skin looks strangely good... It's so nice not being dependent... I still have cravings BC I want to be Wonder Women but I just have to take it easy and wait for my natural energy to return I guess. Anyway, enough about me. I hope you are doing ok? Let me know, thinking of you. x
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Me too with other sources, asking the less desireables, although that is what I am, an addict is an addict, I'm not ashamed to say I am, the Dr should never have put me back on them, I should of said no, I've wasted soo many years like you!! Day 9/10 awesome, & you could never give me TMI, I have made sure with lactolose that I am empty, so to speak, I will take Loperamide, but only following the correct dose!! If you stopped them & still had run's, is that BC you were taking so many?? Yes I've mostly only taken in morn, get up let dog out, check news make coffee pop pills!!
You mention the short acting effect? If I say only had 2/3 a day for 2days then on day 3 take 6, I fly all day? Yet I can understand that need in the morn! I didn't know, I thought you couldn't freally feel WD's until the 2nd day? You are amazing, I feel so proud for you I remember last time my skin starting to look better my hair & nails soon followed, you are close to this I can't wait to be free, I so want my natural energy to return!! I can't believe how truthful I am being to you & James...I guess you both are my Guardian Angels I just wish I had some helpfull advice for you!! I've replied here because you'd written quite a bit but if your ok with it then we'll stick to the other disscusion page.. Thank you so much for telling me your story! xx