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I'm 21 years old.
For the past weeks I've been experiencing a lot of dizziness.
I don't know whether to call it lightheadedness or vertigo but I definitely feel dizzy and it's just taken control of my whole life.
Sometimes my eyesight feels like it changes. I wouldn't exactly call it blurry, and it's NOT double vision, but I feel like I have to work a little more to focus on what I'm looking at. But it's not blurry at all? It's so weird I can't even explain it.
I just feel so dizzy and unsteady.
I can't do anything anymore.
I feel sleep hopeless and I just wanna give up on life.
I will admit that I am a bit of a hypochondriac and I have had issues with anxiety but this thing is real!
I went to the doctors yesterday and they did Nothing but check my blood pressure and my vitals. Made me do these movements with my eyes, cheeks, arms etc.
She said she saw Nothing wrong with my vitals, but she did wonder why my blood pressure was a little High. She wants me to keep going for blood pressure checks but that's all she mainly told me.
She kinda hinted at me that this May be anxiety related, but I don't know what I have anxiety towards?!
Plus I've had High blood pressure since like last year and I wasn't feeling dizzy then, so why now?
I just wanna feel better I don't care about anything else right now.
I feel like I'm either going to die or I'll have to love like this for the rest of my life and I REALLY don't want either.
Also, I feel like I have a brain tumor. I mean what else could be causing this? I asked the doctor about it and she kinda just shrugged it off.
Me parents are looking at me different.
They have this worry and pity in their eyes because they've seen how I am now, it's horrible.
My life has become, dreadful.
They put me on these stupid antivert pills and they've done absolutely Nothing for me. It's been the 3rd day of taking them.
Is there anyone with similar experiences of one that have found the light at the end of the tunnel?
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