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I am not sure if I need a smear test, from what I understand I don't, but I keep hearing the press, I worry and so I thought I'd check if others knew as for reasons probably obvious, I'm too ashamed to explain why I don't think I need one to my GP.
I have not had sex before. Not with anyone, I'm 40. (now you see the reason for the shame...) not even used objects with myself -I have zero interest in sex which is why. (I have a long standing mental health issue which sort of gets in the way; anorexia/eating disorders, depression and anxiety, long story there ! ) which is why, but to coin it in a nutshell, zero objects other than the odd tampon and the gynae using a camera (painful periods) have gone through me.
Do I continue to ignore the letters? I'm really worried about the pain thing, the gynae appointments I have had did a smear 10 years ago for painful periods and OMG that hurt like hell! I'd rather not go back. Can I ignore the letters?
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