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I get terrible thoughts about life and existance that comes with terrible feelings makes me feel like im stuck in a scary world and gonna go crazy as it feels like I'm believing my dark and unreal thoughts about my existance and life... sometimes I don't even know what the thoughts are but they just give me a horrible feeling of what can only be described as impending madness or impending death in a way that i feel trapped. Sometimes there that bad and scary I feel like staying in bed all day to try and hide from the thoughts and feelings of madness. It's horrible. I sometimes have very blurred vision and dizziness also strange feeling in hands like im not in full control of them and I miss things when I try and pick them up. This combined with the dark scary thoughts and detachment becomes a very scary place it sometimes feels like a never ending hangover but worse because the thoughts feel so real.... makes me fee like im fighting for my sanity... This makes me feel I have a physical illness rather than a mental one. Or a physical illness is causing the mental problems.
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