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Maybe doding responsiblity is part of the alcoholic personality?
I have an early appointment today...I am very unhappy about this...and it started me to thinking...that my whole life....although I have been really responsible...
held a job from the age of 15
own a home
take care of others
even thou I was able to mantain all of the above responsibility it does not mean I enjoyed it.
I remember having my first child and unlike others (being extremely excited about it)....I felt "weighed" down...and when I think of that time period now...my drinking escalated.
I began drinking everyday after work...and I dreaded getting up every morning for work.
I know there are many conditions that are scientifically tied to alcoholism. Such as...depression, domestic abuse, personality disorders..etc.
I wonder if the resentment toward responsibility is another one of those traits. I wonder if anyone else here feels as strongly as I do against responsibility.
Yes, we all have to have a certain level of it...but I am now realizing I have always "resented" many of my responsibilties and I have always rewarded myself with a "job well done" with a drink.
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