Does a panic disorder feel this way?
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Hello, 5 or so months ago I expermented with marijuana for the first time. I had never smoked it before.
I experienced fear and panic because I was sure I was going to be killed/die due to being so paranoid during the high. Since then I havent felt the same. I have gone through a lot of symptoms and have seen a lot of therapists who have been useless. I feel alone, and mentally insane.
I am terrified I have schzophrenia or another sevrere menal illness. despite not seeing any hallucinations or having any delusions (i hope not).
The psychologists/therapist say I am suffering from an anxiety disorder.
I have trouble believeing this because wherever I read- it seems that an anxiety disorder (panic disorder) IS MAINLY pani attacks.
I dont suffer from panic attacks (apart from random heart palpitations, fear of going insane, fear of losing control/touch with reality)
I also feel I have lost touch with reality/ I think I am depersonalized too but in a more derealization sort of way.
Perhaps I do suffer from panic attacks everyday at random times but only experience them as a strong streak of fear and dispair?
is this normal to an anxiety disorder?
is this what an anxiety disorder commonly feels like?
I FEEL INSANE 24/7 LIKE NOTHING IS RIGHT OR WILL EVER BE.
I want to know, to ease my mind....
if this is really a panic disorder....
I feel the psychiatrists cant help me.... if they cant... then who can?
help me.
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sometimes a little out of breath
fatigued nearl everyday
head preassure/headaches here and there
I do get random nausea attacks
I get random chills
I also see floaters when looking at the sky and at the computer screen
I have visual snow (like grainy vision) when waking up and during night time
pkus the crazy vivid dreams that feel so real
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