Does anyone....?

Yeah, happens to me. I'm like,  why can't I be like these people? 

Have you ever thought people look at you and think the same, I do know what you mean as i have often thought this myself, but, when you actually look into peoples lives, 99% have some problem or other, often to be honest if you look closely their problems are much worse than ours, they just deal with them differently, and thats the trick I think.

Perhaps we need to live more in the moment, and stop analyising everything, instead of getting on with things and enjoying what we have, stop obsessing over what may or may never be.

Yes, i want to feel like these people who have normal lives like mine used to be. Anxiety and depression dont half take their toll.

Not even a matter of anxiety really. I walk around with issues as well and im so evious, but feel guily too about that. I see little old people that "appear" in way better shape then me. If this was a tweet id oin it thats how much i do this. And i know its wrong and useless to do because we dont even know what we see is real. How do we know they are all healthy? I say this because twice i was envious of people i knew. They were active, appeared kind and functional. They both died. One died of cancer and the other died from an asthma attack with the swine flu when that was a thing. So yes i do that but im also cautious and turn it inward that i want to recover and heal. Maybe a lesson for me to teach me to focus on healing and on my own recover more then anything else.

Nothing to be sorry about, I look at pensioners in their seventees and eightees and say the same thing. Of course you look at it in the following way

There go by the grace of God I go.

We never know what is around the corner at sixty six.

BOB

All the time. i didnt have anxiety since ever so i know how it feels like to be chill and happy and i miss it so much