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Im in a rough patch here. I have eye ailments..i cant write them out they scare me too much. It is what it is and i know that but better for me leave it at that. Ok so i was looking at these new led streetlights and i see a fuzzy haze around the actual light. Yes i have already seen specialist and am being watched. ***I Have diagnoses please lord dont write any. This is the issues i was at the eye doc specialist two weeks ago for some testing.but i didnt know to say anything. I have one really bad habit here im terrified to say everything i feel is happening to me. I let the testing speak for itself. It does or has so far. Reason being specialist like to cut and do stuff that can or can work ***and like a total idiot i have been in the forum for people with eye issues and of course they provde the scariest crap i ever read. I Have mentioned to the doctor i see weird. Thats all i could get out of my mouth. Because i have optic nerve pallor (amongst other diagnosis) thats going to happen. Anyway here is my problem. No one wants to hear about my eye stuff, its scary no magic and its draining. Thats how i feel anyway. My Husband writes it off or he is gets antsy hes guy himself with certain things and medical stuff is not his thing at all. He gets impatient or ansy or scared but he doesnt have any anxiety disorders, or at least not to my knowledge. He tends to get short tempered or changes the topic. He okay otherwise but not comforting for me on this one. Now if someone told me i go to the dr. Honestly i was there within the last month. I have to go every six months now, used be every months. I feel guilty here for being scared. What is this? My problem obviously is im panicky and thinking the worst scenario but at the same time i have issues some no science fix for yet and want it all to just be okay. im feeling guilty for worrying about myself..does this make sense at all to anyone? Its weird
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