Does anyone feel weird in open spaces?
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So ive been complaining about this for so long but with little support or answers to what it is i just get told its all anxiety. Anyway when im in any open spaces mainly in supermarkets or shopping centres and even in my house, i feel panicked in open spaces like i feel detached from my body and numb and loss of control so i feel on edge because i feel like i need to hold on to something. The strange thing is if im pushin a trolley, or the pram or holding on to someone i feel fine. I just feel like i cant feel my body when im walking unaided in open spaces. Does anyone get this? I cant remember the last time ive went to town on my own because of this feeling, its almost a feeling of unbalance like i feel like i could fall x
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barbara88529 Moo88
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I can walk in my house if I can touch something--even a wall, a piece of furniture. I can't walk down the hallway to the front door, and it has been years since I walked to my car. I am using a walker. I really hate it, especially when people who have already inquired ask again why I am using a walker. Oh well, better than falling.
idris69087 Moo88
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Agro1967 Moo88
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nicolaev Moo88
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I'm glad I discovered you but at the same time I'm sorry you suffer. The same symptoms I have, here in Romania. For a few years I'm very afraid to cross the street, even to the traffic lights. I would not even dare to dream that I can cross the street somewhere else. There are times when no car is seen at the ends of the street but I am still afraid to revert. For about a month I have been increasingly afraid to go into open spaces. I feel that the trunk is taking it forward, but my legs stay fixed and I fall to either side or back. I also found a stratagem. When I park at supermaket I do it so as to be as close as possible to the trolleys. When I have the trolley in my hands I feel really good. But if you take it from me I will stay there till someone have mercy and take me to my car .
C0nn0r_H3w1tt Moo88
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I am only 13 and have done anxiety since was about 7 and get the exact same feelings when I am in open space and I feel it really hard to do things like p.e where you have to stand in the middle of a field and there is nothing nearby to hold onto. I have told my dad and he says I'm just making up excuses so I don't have to do p.e
Peg52 Moo88
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I feel the exact same way. My legs go stiff as boards and I cannot take another step without feeling that I'm going to die. Overwhelming feelings of doom. I also get these brain jerks where I suddenly have to grab something. By that point I'm sweating profusely and terrified. If I can hold onto a walker or a shopping cart I feel grounded. It's getting worse every day.
eileen55092 Moo88
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Terminal 5 at Heathrow was recently a complete challenge and I felt it impossible to turn right to cross the hall to the ladies toilets. I ended up changing levels rather than attempting to walk “free”. I remain in denial and haven’t sought medical advice or shared with family. This has worsened over the past 5 years and some days I just opt out of going out anywhere. Standing still in a queue is impossible without breaking into a cold sweat and trembling. This prevents me from attending anything that might necessitate lining up. I do feel the benefit of physical support - in supermarkets a shopping trolley is ideal and I am considering carrying a walking length umbrella to see if it helps me feel less worried about getting marooned. The fear starts well before known situations and is made even worse by the unexpected/unknown Writing this has helped and I wish everyone here relief from their challenges.
madonn95250 eileen55092
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I ran across Andikay's response: posted aprox 2 years ago. It looks hopeful.
pinkcatfairy Moo88
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I hate open spaces too and have to have a trolley in supermarkets. I hate airports etc , the artificial bright lights dont help and certain flooring makes me worse, like tiles, it has been like this for me since secondary school, i am now 55!
madonn95250 Moo88
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Hello,
My latest potential healing that I am exploring is called "BAUD" therapy. I found a therapist in the Tampa area that has the machine that is suppose to reverse the symptoms in one session. The therapy was seen on TV,Dr. Phil, and the device is approved by FDA, who had a relatively young person on his show who experienced an earlier trauma and later (years later) her legs kinda gave out on her as she became more and more symptomatic of agoraphobia. She was eventually using a wheelchair, unlike many of us that use a shopping cart or cane as a crutch to the disabling events. Any one can look the therapy up on the Internet, invented by a doctor and patented for use by a therapist.
PS I tried the EMDR x10 which my insurance company paid for but I think it is the fault of the therapist who was trained but inexperienced. Didn't work for me!
madonn95250
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OOPs. Ok I did BAUD twice with a therapist.$150 a session.Each one better than when I began session. At the second BAUD I thought I was cured! But NO.
Several weeks later it came back.So, either I need to buy a machine and give myself treatments or it is just another bandaid and false hope.
I think you should try the BAUD at least your experience will be longer lasting.I remember feeling so elated thinking the unbalance had been cured and I was normal again, not so.
Best to YOU.
I think Im going to try hypnosis before giving up entirely.
madonn95250 Moo88
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Try "BAUD". See my latest response.
Moo88
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Wow I can't believe its been 4 years since my original post and so many replies. I am very much still suffering with all these symptoms. Sometimes I go long periods and barely notice the open space fear but put me in a shopping centre I would panic so I haven't yet done this alone. Currently struggling with dizziness. Waiting for CT and MRI results. How is everyone doing? Any positive outcomes? Any findings to what causes this?
warrenendino28 Moo88
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Is this still active? I feel the same but don't know what is that called? really weird feeling dont want to be alone or even if I am with someone walking in open spaces it makes me feel really panicked
Peg52 warrenendino28
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Hi! It is such a scary feeling. I started using a product from Elavacity called smart coffee and xanthomax and it's really helping. Still terrible episodes, but not nearly as bad.
warrenendino28 Peg52
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Thank you will check on it too