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I have been suffering GAD for many years which has also started IBS off ect and caused further worries i still have a little bit of a social anxiety but not to the point i did have and it seems to be more focussed now on health .
a couple of months back i had something strange happen which was put down as panic attack and anxiety 2 times at hospital and other doctors said it could be undiagnoised arrythmia and so i had holter monitor still waiting for results and as you know been a natural worrier my head has been all over for 3 months and i have not gone back to normal and feel i cant im googling constantly for answers and i suppose i would be coping better but i started having a daily breathing problem since this happened all a sudden for a split second i cant breathe its not a panic attack it used to be followed by one but now its not and i sit up googling all night and day i have two small children i cant think of anything else but what if they grow up without a mummy what if they see me stop breathing fully ?
ect ect these thoughts are tormenting me and im starting to doubt this is even anxiety i feel theres much more going on but my doctors are trying to get me on tablets before they even look into this breathing problem i cant take the tablets because im too scared does this even sound like anxiety or with these thoughts ect have i acually lost my mind ? i can not foccus on anything else i write down my symtoms all the time incase i die or pass out just so i suppose the doctors ect might have a clue how to save me i tell my partner my symtoms and ask him if its normal i tell my children im too ill ect i have even started telling my friends ect about my health worries and symtoms i have been to doctors and stayed two nights in hospital to be told everything is coming back normal im just really worried something has been missed or they are just passing it on as anxiety it was me who told them i had anxiety too .
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