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hi guys, my names nadim but i like to go by brody, i’m 18 years old and i’m severely over weight. for about a month and a half now i’ve had really bad “anxiety” so all the doctors say. i’ve been to the hospital about 14 times and my dr 3 times. they all say everything is anxiety and my heart and head are ok. i don’t believe them. my symptoms include dizziness constant, chest pain, trouble seeing, headaches, back pain, weakness, feeling that my hearts gonna explode or stop, my body’s hot, sweating, trouble breathing, can’t concentrate, twicthing, spasms and more but i can’t think right now. i’ve had maybe 12 ekgs, 2 cat scans of my chest, 2 of my head and i went to the neurologist today and he did the regular check up cuz it’s my first time and said he doesn’t think anything is severely wrong and it’s nothing to worry about. but still set me up for a brain wave test. which worries me. i’m also going to the cardiologist on monday, (it’s thursday) but i’m scared cuz i feel like i won’t make it, i get scared everyday cuz i feel these symptoms 24/7 and it feels like their saying something’s new everyday. i can’t tell myself everything’s okay with. because i feel these things constantly. i’m scared to get up, go to the store, to the mall with my friends. i always think my body’s just gunna drop dead or my heart will explode or i’ll go into cardiac arrest, or have a brain anyiersm (i think i spelt that wrong) i’m putting my family through such hell but it’s like i don’t know what to do anymore, i just want my old life back. i don’t know if it’s cuz i’m overweight, that i worry so much about this, but it’s so real, my vision has been affected so bad. the chest pains hurts mainly under my man boob, i can barely sleep at night cuz i’m scared i’m gonna die in my sleep, plus every time i do go to sleep i jolt up cuz it feels like my hearts gunna stop. i’ve been barely eating, showering or anything cuz i’m scared my body’s just gunna give out. i don’t know what to do anymore, i know i have anxiety but this just doesn’t feel like anxiety, it feels like something so physical 24/7 all i do is cry and force my grandma to take me to the hospital. if anyone can just please help me, i’d really appreciate it 😭
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