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I have bipolar disorder, personality disorder, anxiety disorder and OCD. I experienced an abusiive childhood which I think contributed to my mental health problems that and a large history of it on my mothers side. I feel completely alone I can't cope in social situations I'm afraid when I leave the house I have a partner who drinks loads and is horrible to be when he does but I'm afraid to leave him as I can't do anything alone like going to the shops I have 4 children and I'm pregnant I cope well with my children in the house but feel like I failure as it's me that does everything for them in the house like reading to them playing with them brushing their teeth doing their homework but I can't do the school runs because of all the people down there I suffer panic attacks when out there the only things that give me reason to live I feel stuck in this realstionship because of not being able to take them to school I'm in loads of debt because of my bipolar I don't have a close family support network and no friends I feel so alone I'm so depressed at the moment and really lacking energy hormones are not helping either my mental health team are useless here they don't help at all the last person I saw had a go ate when he found out I was pregnant saying people like you shouldn't have kids my children ate the only things in my life I'm proud off.
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