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aimee86612
aimee86612

About a year and a half ago I took a lot cocaine which led to me self harming myself as I thought I was going to get killed . I was put into a psychratric ward for 2 weeks. But l went out the other night and I actually heard people talking about me and pointing at me when they was outside and I was inside. I've still got thoughts I'm going to get killed and people are plotting it all. I'm conscious of my family and friends and everyone talking about me

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  • shaz6098
    shaz6098 aimee86612

    Posted

    Hi Aimee,

    My suggestion, would be to make an appointment with your GP as soon as possible to talk through with him/her what has happened recently.

    Good luck

    • shaz6098
      shaz6098 aimee86612

      Posted

      If you feel that they have been of no help, could you maybe change to a different GP?  Or change to a different GP practice?  

      I cannot fault the support that I have had over the last couple of years from my GP.  It's been a very rough time, but he has helped me through it.  

  • amanda35274
    amanda35274 aimee86612

    Posted

    Hi aimee obv im not a dr or anything so this is only personal advice.. wen ive been in psych wards a lot of wat youre going thru cud be a drug induced psychosis. Its similar to a lot of the patients i met when there. They were paranoid felt ppl were talking about them etc. Of course it cud be a sign of something else that needs treatment as it sounds a hard way for u to live like this. As people have said in the comments above u must try to change yr gp asap. Be evaluated to get the ryt help. Gud luck aimee. Let us know how u get on. Mandy xx
    • aimee86612
      aimee86612 amanda35274

      Posted

      Yes it was called drug induced psychosis. I just feel like everybody hates me and talks about me and if they ask me to go somewhere it's all a set up it's horrible. My gp is useless and there is no other surgerys

    • amanda35274
      amanda35274 aimee86612

      Posted

      Aww i thought it sounded like that. Bless u. Sorry to hear there are no other surgeries. Unsure whether ur in the uk or not as i was guna advise u to contanct mind the mental health charity if so. As they will get an advocate for u to try find some help or counselling. Thats wat my ex did as he wasnt happy at his gp surgery & mental health team. If not an option were here in the forum to listen. Sending a hug xx

    • aimee86612
      aimee86612 amanda35274

      Posted

      Thanku it's nice to talk on hear as no one else no what I'm going through or they tell me to stop being stupid. But I don't think i am being paranoid I'm pretty sure people were talking about me and something is going to happen but another part of me thinks f..k wat people think of me now

    • amanda35274
      amanda35274 aimee86612

      Posted

      Thats what i think now its taken yrs to get to that point but now i gotta try n think just of me n my daughter. Otherwise i wont carry on feeling better... hoping u feel happier v v soon. Xx
  • wayne1962
    wayne1962 aimee86612

    Posted

    Hi Aimee - yes it sounds like a paranoid psychosis that has been activated by the use of cocaine. It is in your interest to shop around for medical/expert assistance to help you through this terrifying condition. Meanwhile, you know that this condition is in your head. No-one is after you. People aren't standing around talking about you and plotting against you. You are imagining it and you must seek help to deal with this debilitating situation.

    • aimee86612
      aimee86612 wayne1962

      Posted

      It's just horrendous I'm scared to go out and be social but I'm 99% sure people was talking about me that night as surely to god u can't think ur hearing it

  • cycad
    cycad aimee86612

    Posted

    Bad social anxiety would have (but I'm not a doctor) symptoms similar to what you're describing as well. I have that and...well, it's a major hass. Google Social Anxiety Disorder. Good luck.

  • amanda35274
    amanda35274 aimee86612

    Posted

    Hi aimee how u feelin ? Xxx
    • aimee86612
      aimee86612 amanda35274

      Posted

      A little bit better but I'm trying to forget it all. THis is what I'm sayin people were talking about me as I heard them so that wasn't paranoia maybe the other thoughts are but don't think this was. Also the man I was seeing has finished things for no reason at all

    • amanda35274
      amanda35274 aimee86612

      Posted

      Ohh blimey!! Thats not gud xx hope uve got sum support close to where u r xx big hug :0)
    • aimee86612
      aimee86612 amanda35274

      Posted

      Thank u no I'm alone only talk on here but he's told me to stop texting him so that I have to do just feel broken

    • amanda35274
      amanda35274 aimee86612

      Posted

      Aww its such a horrible feeling.. really sorry yr so sad right now xx
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