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Rang for a doctors appointment this morning at 8.30 and was pleased when I finally managed to get through. This changed when I was told all the appointments for today had already gone but I could have one in 2 weeks time!
This has plunged me back into the 'I am not worth it' feeling. Self care is so difficult for me but when I make an effort I am kicked back again. Why can't doctors surgeries understand this? Why does no one understand what this feels like to people like us with depression?
I am back to brooding about dying alone in my flat unwanted and unloved again with the feeling that no one cares.
The question is do I feel strong enough to keep pushing for an appointment or let it lie now. It is a physical problem but maybe it will go away if I ignore it. I can't do this torture at the moment.
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