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I feel I have to comment today as I have been told by my doctor's receptionist after they archived my past notes, whether I was raped or not when I was 19, I just feel sick! My husband wants sex but I just feel too afraid, I've ran away and left him to it as I can't face this right now. We're due to have ivf next month and I now don't know if I want to go ahead with this either. I'm just so scared of any of this and just feel so lonely! My sisters didn't struggle to become pregnant and I feel if I have to have ivf I'll let the whole family down. My ivf counsellor was a pile of rubbish, spoke about the negative all the time and even asked if we'd considered adopting. Is this man forever going to ruin my confidence with men and does it need to now hang over my head? I feel so sad today, speaking to this group is my only way of getting things off my chest, please send me hugs, I've done everything every health professional has asked but the one thing I want I can't have! It's not right, I put everything on hold for everyone else, but now don't even know if I can go ahead!
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