Eating disorder discussions.

I have been struggling with my eating disorder for quite a while now, I'd say for around 2 years. Anyway, i got to the point where i just got extremely bored of it and the depressing lifestyle so i decided to try and recover, however, this was on my own and off of my own accord so some may blame it on me for not reaching out and including someone else. But I'll get to the point, I finally managed to listen to my body and i actually started letting myself eat when I needed for about a month. I felt my happiness instantly rise. However, I've recently come down with a bug (for the Americans I've recently become sick) meaning i don't respond to food very well as it makes me have a stomach ache and it makes me feel sick. Now, if i go back a few months i would've thought this was a blessing as it would help me with my eating disorder and i could do it with almost no effort because if you feel sick you don't want to eat. but now I'm just disappointed because i can feel myself getting back into my old ways and i was so close to getting on the road of recovery. can anyone relate? that's all i want. 😦

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