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I read the 4 year old input by someone who suffered damage from ECT. She mentioned having received 22 . I received a lot larger number, and these were old style SHOCK TREATMENTS (no oxygen, no muscle relaxant, nothing beforehand to remove the TERROR). The only thing adminestered was 15 ccs of Sodium Pentothal in a vein with a rubber strap holding it back until all injected. Then the strap was snapped off and in 15 seconds you were in la-la land.
If someone on this site wishes to EXCHANGE INFORMATION about their ECT experiences I AM HERE.
We can get into "memory loss" of which I have large blocks of my life GONE from my brain. And, the most Salient Aspect of this ECT event: the 45 seconds immediatelly after the shock WHEN YOUR BRAIN IS FLAT LINED. I have spent decades trying to figure out where my "ESSENCE" (soul, mind, or whatever ) that STOPPED for 45 seconds went.
The shock turned my brain off, but what turned it back on??? We know in the case of turning a computer ON and OFF ; it is your finger, BUT WHO OR WHAT BROUGHT ME BACK ???
I have read about this 45 second flat line and I HAVE HEARD IT FROM THE WAY A WOMAN BREATHED IN THE SHOCK ROOM NEXT TO ME . I saw the lights dim there was flatus but for 45 seconds, or there about no breathing. Then she gulpped in air like a peal diver
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