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I am a lost soul right. Im not sure where i should be in this world. Im a 20 year old female who doesnt know where her life is going to go. Im afraid to go outside. I get so paranoid and anxious that i be ready to run back inside. I feel like i wasn't mentally prepared for life and all the hard ships * read my last discussion for more details * i constantly put myself down even when my friends tell me im pretty. I just dont think they would ever understand the pain i have inside. Im so afraid for people to see me broken. I dont want a pity party or the negative comments say she just wants attention because attention is far from what i like. Im more of a turtle. I feel like the disappointment in the family being the only girl. I get so much heat put on my back. My family is soooooo dysfunctional its sad. It makes me so sad because i seen these famlies that no matter what stick together and stay strong together but mines is a hot mess and i feel like its way to late for it to be fixed. I always felt like i didnt belong in this family. But its like where do you go or who you turn to when you have nobody?
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