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Hi my story so far, im 56 , 2years ago after being 2 years free of bleeding , i had a postmenopausal bleed that lasted 5 days, went away had no other symptons, had an internal ultra sound, overies were clear , cervical lining was at 3. last year i had a pap smear all was normal, but in the past year i have been sick off and on with my bowels playing up and repeatedly been to doctor about they stated i had for some reason developed IBS, then about 4 months ago i got a stomach ache that hasnt gone away, also my breasts got real tender for a couple weeks with a slight white discharge for a couple days , then it suddenly dissappeared to be replaced by a UTI that cleared but still am running to toilet to pee a lot more an now bleeding for 4 weeks with a deep ache around my left overey . So far since then i have had an ultra sound with a finding of my cervical thickning of 8 .2 from 2 years ago when it was at 3, and one small fibroad found . Had an biopsy just yesterday at the hospital, which took awhile and was quite painf as my cervix was scared and closed. I now am awaiting the results of the biopsy, but am so scared and have not been able to stop crying for the past 3 weeks , as im scared that it is cancer and has spread because of my bowel problem and running to pee alot, its on my mind day and night, i cant seem to get it out of my mind that i have real bad cancer, feeling so down and have lost all interest in everything except laying in bed with a blanket on me or stareing at TV all day. Sorry for the long story but just needed to write it all down, im so scared of dying and having cancer
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