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Nobody takes me searously because i am only 14... i have a wonderful and loving family. My boyfriend and i have been togeather for about 3 yrs but we had a like 4 month break.... anxiaty and bipolar issues are hareditary in my family. i have like a crazy christianity thing going on but things seem to be a little better when i turn to God though. please don't juge me for that. i just don't get it. sometimes when people ask what i dont get i just say life because i honistly don't. i used to think suicidal but i don't want to die anymore. i love my family so much and same with my boyfriend. I did alot that i am not proud of but I don't want to get into that because some of it i think ill get in trouble for saying them... possibly. idk it isnt that bad but still.... this is about my anxiaty issues obveosly which i have had sorta all my life but have gotten realllyyyyy bad past like month and a halve. like i most of the time dont want to eat or do anything. i feel like when i eat i dont want to put it down most of time. sometimes i just wish i could do ANYTHING to make it go away so my life can go back to normal... i dont know if it is all anxiaty or some of it plus horemones or what... please excuse poor spelling and punctuation. also i would like to be treated like a normal person not like an over reacting 5 year old like i have always been treated..... please help
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