emotions are a roller coaster plz help.
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Nobody takes me searously because i am only 14... i have a wonderful and loving family. My boyfriend and i have been togeather for about 3 yrs but we had a like 4 month break.... anxiaty and bipolar issues are hareditary in my family. i have like a crazy christianity thing going on but things seem to be a little better when i turn to God though. please don't juge me for that. i just don't get it. sometimes when people ask what i dont get i just say life because i honistly don't. i used to think suicidal but i don't want to die anymore. i love my family so much and same with my boyfriend. I did alot that i am not proud of but I don't want to get into that because some of it i think ill get in trouble for saying them... possibly. idk it isnt that bad but still.... this is about my anxiaty issues obveosly which i have had sorta all my life but have gotten realllyyyyy bad past like month and a halve. like i most of the time dont want to eat or do anything. i feel like when i eat i dont want to put it down most of time. sometimes i just wish i could do ANYTHING to make it go away so my life can go back to normal... i dont know if it is all anxiaty or some of it plus horemones or what... please excuse poor spelling and punctuation. also i would like to be treated like a normal person not like an over reacting 5 year old like i have always been treated..... please help
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cheria chick30548
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You are very fortunate as you are only 14, and are very bright, and reaching out for help from healthy people, outside your family, friends and religious circles, who most often are not able to be objective or fair to your independent and deeper needs. This is the cause of many like myself who either become more loner, seeking counseling on and off thruout their lives as they worked through autonomy from unsupportive or unhealthy family units and/or religious systems, or who also become involved in accepting groups who value diversity and creative expression. I understand very much what you are going thru as i have experienced this and want to support your need for a professional nonbiased counselor who has your back, that will help you to develop your fullest potential and offer you the support you are entitled to to mature and become who you are, with healthy outlets and hobbies or creative endeavors. I applaud you for reaching out, for being a conscious intelligent young person, who knows that as much as your family loves you, and you them, that it is healthy to find support for the anxiety and emotional support you need to grow up healthy.
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