Everyday, i pretend to be happy but i hate my life.
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Long story short, I dont feel happy, ever. I smile everyday but i have nothing to smile for. It feels like none of my friends or family care about me, it feels like im traped in this enless loop where every desition i make is wrong. I pretend to be someone im ont because im afraid people will hate ME. I act like i think others want me to act. But, despite it all, i dont feel love, care, happines... Because everyone is perfect, but me. I cant live with this anymore.
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bytheseaside Guest
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Just want you to know I feel very much the same way in many repsects. I don't have the answer sorry, all I know is you're not alone. Keep reaching out there are many kindred spirits here.
Aspinan Guest
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Have you been to see your GP about the way you are feeling as what you describe appears to be typical depressive thoughts. There is help out there if you want it and that includes meds, you don't say if you are on any, plenty talking therapy could help as is mindfulLess.
Dont suffer like this when help is to hand.
Neil
Ashley025 Guest
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You're wrong. No one is Perfect. Perfection does NOT exist. Be yourself if they don't like it well too bad. It sounds harsh but the reality is we can't make everyone happy. Not everyone will like us. It's impossible. You sound depressed don't give in to those bad thoughts. It's only the depression talking it's not the Truth. You do have a reason to smile about. You are alive. Feel that beat in your chest. It's called Purpose. We all have a purpose. Hang on. It will get better. Try to go out and have fun. Distract yourself. I hope you feel better
Life is short enjoy it right now. Don't let the depression get to you. Be strong. Your family does need you. Don't let them down. Don't do something you will regret. You only live once. Make the best of it. Try to.
dee71170 Guest
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