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Everything feels like it is getting worse. I have been staying up all night and sleeping during the day. I have literally nothing to do with my time but watch TV. For awhile, all I could to was watch TV 24/7 but now even watching TV is losing my interest. Things are getting out of control and I don't think I can handle it. I planned on telling my brothers about my PTSD this weekend but now that it's here, I am having second thoughts. I usually have to pretend like nothing is wrong so I don't have to answer questions. It's like I am living a double life. Over the years I have gotten very good and hiding my problems. But now everything just feels like it is building up. I have been considering maybe going back to the hospital so I can really focus on my treatment rather than avoiding it like I am now. I need to tell someone in my family but I don't want to make everyone upset and bring up things that happened in the past. They have all moved on, it just doesn't feel like my place to bring things back up. Does anyone have advice on what I should do?
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