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Been suffering with panic attacks/anxiety for about 15 years but my anxiety has really been up and down since August and even more so In the last 6/8 weeks. Have gone from 20 to 30mg with my citalopram but didn't feel good so went down to 25mg roughly 2 weeks ago. Have started propranolol last week. Have been feeling tired and rather low. Christmas is coming I should be excited and happy but I'm not can't get into it this year and it's really worrying me. I feel like I want to cry or scream or like I should have panic attacks but it feels like the med is stoping me from having the physical symptoms however the mental ones are still there which are really scary. Everything feels too much right now we r going away on boxing day for 2 weeks and apart from dread and worry I can't feel anything else. I'm terrified to get the plane and even more so to be unwell in a different country. Why am I not happy?! It's driving me insane!! Why can't I just chill or let go of things like most people!! Have become incredibly sensitive to noise! Like loud banging kind of music, my neighbours noise or screaming children are all things that are making me very unhappy and that provoke my attacks. I feel insane its ridiculous. Is it this med or is it just me that will always feel anxious? Won't be able to stand noise? Can't let go of things? Thinks far too much? Feels constantly guilty? Terrified of flying because I hate being trapped? Unhappy as I don't know places and I don't know if its h
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