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From a young age and for an unknown reason I ve had almost a phobia of anything related to sexual biology. During biology lessons in school both at age 11 and 15 I would begin the process which is very familiar to me now. The discussion of ovaries/periods/birth/anything related to down there I d get very agitated, develop a twitch in my eye, sustain very strong migraines, lose all the colour in my face, blood pressure drop and then in worst case scenarios pass out. This has happened on a number of occasions and I don t know why. Once I was watching a film and the words cervical mucas made my eye start twitching. It s impractical day to day (I nearly blacked out overhearing my friend talking about her coil while out shopping the other day) but medically it s really worrying as it puts me off ever going to the doctors.
I ve already got a history of vaginal problems, from a young age I required cream for problems down there and have already had BV three times (I m 20 btw). I ve only had sex with my current boyfriend and often it s painful which puts me off having it. I cannot stand to have fingers inside me as it goes through me.
Not so long ago I had swabs done at the doctors and a 10 minute appointment took over an hour with the nurse due to blacking out.
Unfortunately I ve received very poor care from my doctors, even after moving, with my last doctor telling me not to worry and that I ve got 5 years till I have to have smears so it s fine.
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