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I am 27 years old I have been struggling with depression ever since I was 12 I've always been a loner because I have social anxiety I am completely terrified of people. I lost my Mom 2 years ago she was my only friend my days are now filled with complete loneliness and violets the so-called friends I have are online as in PSN but they hardly ever write me or talk to me. Everyday I get up take a shower get in the workout and then it hits me I'm all alone again I cry so much everyday I double up on my medication just to knock me out for hours on end so I won't have to stay awake and face the reality of being alone. I cut myself abused myself I pray for death but death Never Comes. So tired of suffering so afraid to commit suicide but that fear is slowly fading away I just want to be rid of these feelings I just want to be at peace with my mom why does no one love me
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