Extremely worried/ anxious over STDS/HIV
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Okay so a few months ago I had a sexual encounter. I stupidly cheated on my partner. I had unprotected oral sex and protected vaginal. A few days later I noticed a new brown spot on the head of my penis. It freaked me out so I went to the doctor thinking herpes. I got a full std screening including herpes and 4th generation HIV test. Everything came back negative. I was relieved but went back to google just in case and found that the window period for HIV and herpes is way after 9 days. So ever since then I am not myself. I'm extremely worried everyday. I've distanced myself from people I love. I had another negative HIV 4th generation test at 31 days as well. I've been so worried and have had really bad anxiety over this for months now. It's a struggle everyday just to keep pushing forward I just want to put this all behind me and move on. I'd really appreciate anyone's help or advice on this!!
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r61311 Alwaysworried77
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Alwaysworried77 r61311
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Yeah that's exactly what I'm afraid of too. I'm waiting too I hope everything is all clear for both of us
erika90744 Alwaysworried77
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Alwaysworried77 erika90744
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Yeah it's a very low thing to do. I regret it and would never do something like that again if she ever does get back with me. A dermatologist took a look at the spot but said it was nothing to worry about. But in my state of anxiety I keep thinking maybe he didn't thoroughly examine enough to know if it is bowenoid papulosis.
Guest Alwaysworried77
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Sorry to hear about the anxiety. It is brutal... Yes, there is a window period.
I read that UK guidelines say that 4th Generation test is 95% reliable at 4 weeks after exposure, which is where you are today. There is an interesting chart that is included link I posted below. At 6 weeks I have read that many experts consider the Gen IV test to be conclusive (but good to consult a doctor as some may think a 90 day test is needed). Hang in there man, take a deep breath and the odds are with you. You were protected and oral sex presents a very low risk for HIV transmission.
http://i-base.info/qa/factsheets/hiv-transmission-and-testing
For herpes you typically need to wait for antibodies to form if you took a blood (IGG) test so 9 days may not allow enough time. A "brown spot" does not sound to me like a typical herpes virus. Search some images on the internet as herpes typically looks like a cluster of blisters.
Guest Alwaysworried77
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You have a low risk of being HIV positive based on what you are indicating happened. You were protected and transmission risk for oral sex is really, really low. Take a deep breath as statistics are with you and perhaps this helps your sleep at night. You are going to be okay.
Also, a brown spot on your penis head does not sound like herpes. The virus usually presents itself as a red / blister like rash. You do need to wait (unless swabbing a lesion) for antibodies to build up in your system if you took a blood test, but it does not sound like you have genital herpes based on what you have described.
HPV will generally present itself as warts which, I do not believe these would have shown up a few days after your encounter. The dermatologist would have been able to diagnosis this pretty easily I would think.
Alwaysworried77 Guest
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Thanks for the encouraging words. Everything you said is very logical and good reasons for me to stop worrying. I tell myself that everyday but the anxiety over this always beats me. I think what really gets to me is if I have something like herpes Hiv or hpv I'll never be able to be with my girlfriend again. That kills me. I hope I don't have anything and I'll never make this mistake again