Eye floaters causing anxiety to worsen, please help!
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I'm 22 years old. I rnemever seeing my first eye floater in 5th grade, ever since then I would avoid going on the computer since that's the only place I really noticed it... over the years I've noticed more, since noticing the new ones I've seen about 5 different eye doctors to try to ease my mind and I've done nothing but spend a bunch of money and still my mind goes crazy when I see them! i now see them on the walls while im at work (I work in a bright area) and I just recently moved into a lake house with my mom that I can't even enjoy because when I go outside these are all I can focus on.
I've had bad anxiety for a long time. I'm now on zoloft which helps with panic attacks but doesn't calm my irrational thoughts. my biggest fear is going blind and I constantly worry about it. I have 20/20 vision last time I checked (3 months ago, went due to a ocular migraine) which you can imagine also freaked me out.
I also don't know if what I see are "flashes of light" that people describe. I wonder if it's some kind of nutritional defeciency instead since when I see them I'm either dizzy at the same time or just feel light headed. regardless, I need to ease my mind SOMEHOW.
it's taking over my life I just want to be happy and live my life!!! now im always looking for new problems in my eyes constantly. help. (((
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rocky31676 arich
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arich rocky31676
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I went back in June or July and they said everything looked perfect.. I don't get it though because it doesn't feel normal at all
lee12629 arich
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arich lee12629
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thank you so much for the response! it's weird because I've had my eyes checked literally at least 4 times in the past year and EVERYTIME they say they're completely healthy... which I feel so blessed and happy and lucky to hear, but then I notice all kinds of weird stuff and like 8 floaters total that look like cobwebs and it just doesn't seem like that's normal to me. I also can't see very well in the dark but that's only been happening for like a week or so and im getting over a viral infection so im hoping maybe my eyes are just strained from that and maybe it'll get better... I really can just hope, I don't have insurance so doctors are so expensive and im just really down about it all. it depresses me to think about it im sorry you're going through all that too, I can't imagine
arich lee12629
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thank you so much for the response! it's weird because I've had my eyes checked literally at least 4 times in the past year and EVERYTIME they say they're completely healthy... which I feel so blessed and happy and lucky to hear, but then I notice all kinds of weird stuff and like 8 floaters total that look like cobwebs and it just doesn't seem like that's normal to me. I also can't see very well in the dark but that's only been happening for like a week or so and im getting over a viral infection so im hoping maybe my eyes are just strained from that and maybe it'll get better... I really can just hope, I don't have insurance so doctors are so expensive and im just really down about it all. it depresses me to think about it im sorry you're going through all that too, I can't imagine
lee12629 arich
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tallulah01898 arich
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It's not something for you to worry about. Most people get them from time to tme. It is just "debris," floating around in the eye. Very shortly, the brain will scan them out and you don't notice them any more. I get them myself, and they are annoying for a time, but they just "disappear" until another one comes along.
arich
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I never really noticed the "flashing lights" until I read other people saw them and now of course I notice them... do flashing lights every now and then (they're pretty small) with floaters mean something has detached for sure? because all the eye doctors I've been to have never said anytbing about me having a detachment of any kind....
again, thank you all for responding. I can't really talk to anyone about this they all think I'm crazy