Face Invaders -worms and you know, stuff

i dont understand how to private message on here at all its the only place ive found you all who have the exact same symptoms facing the same stigma, unprofessional medical professionals and the utter inexplicable disgust from what is invading you in every way.

I Need to get this off and out of me i am in pain that i can't express fully how awful it is 80% of tge time and at level 10 the other 20%

I honestly don't know how I am alive. And In about an hour(like clockwork they wake up) i will be audibly begging to die. That just started about two weeks ago. I actually Try Not To Say It but do, over and over. As i try to wash my face, get ready for a shower, accidentally get a splash of water on my chin these will trigger Pain that is just - evil is my only word that comes close.

Please communicate with me if you are dealing with this . I am very literally surviving barely and questioning why i'm continuing to do so. So far I haven't seen one positive post. What is happening to everyone who has posted desperately some time ago? Maybe Im missing the follow up posts(no offense but this isnt intuitively designed).

I have some solid research collected over a year plus and i have a very complex medical history with A Lot of diagnoses over my lifetime. And I have hyperasthesia in all my senses which i mention for two reasons. I need to know, Do you have hyperasthesia? And its also been a hinderance in getting medical care because drs mistake this for sensing things that Aren't there when its actually things that Are there but the normal nervous system would not acknowledge it yet or ever. its complicated how this ties in, and not writing it out here now, but i very much hope someone of you contact me. I know the only way Im going to survive is if I solve the problem myself. I think I can do it but i need help from you. Please Especially let me know if you have found a medical professional in the US who is interested in helping you with this and if they referred you to psych, it was to cope with having a parasite, NOT delusional or drug abuse issues(although meds are important to see overlaps as far as patient profile and possible vulnerabilities.

Also very interested in medical, social, geographical similarities.

My next move, is seeing a holistic practitioner who says she has colleagues who study parasites and can id them. I mean ideally that is the thing that has to happen to proceed. Somehow I have seen 20 or so drs over the past 15 months and None have taken a SAMPLE OF THE MATTER I AM TELLING THEM IS HURTING ME. had very (bad idea!)biopsies, which show the damage, spongiotic tissue, folliculitis, etc but that's counterproductive when trying to push past the delusional parasitosis loop, as those happen from picking etc as well.

Im so sick So sad and so wrecked.

Thanks

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