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I have to say when I got home last night I was in tears. I angry with my husband for being lazy and worthless. I was mad that the primrary doctor who swore up and down that the root of my pain was sleep apnea. I sleep on my side , but when I am on my back I have 25 incidences of no breathing ,30 is severe. SO they are sending home an auto- machine that I will use for a month and it can adjust as I need it. I just sat their and cried , no one to go to , my mother passed about 8 years ago, Then I had the birds making noise and that can hurt some ones ears fast.As I was watching them communicate with me, I realized that I make a difference in their lives. I thought and there is no way that the reason that I am on Earth is to be a vegetable in pain. No way , I am a mother, I am a wife ( by the way my husband does everything, I was just mad), I am suppose to be a future Special Education teacher changing lifes of our youth and running a bird rescue with birds that have needs. I have many purposes , I am in pain so I am going to fight the pain , I am going to talk to all that want to talk, I am going to kepp my doctors on their toes , I am going to make a difference, I have many purposes.
I had an appointment for the 17th with the thyroid doctor, I was upset and mad that I am suppose to start interning finish my degree starting the 18th . Not sure how I will be able to whn walking or standing for more than 10 minutes is a painful challenge. I called them again yesterday , the receptionist was able to bump it to the 11th, cool I can have some time for test . This morning she called me again and has schedueled me an appt for Monday.I mean this MONDAY. I think that I forgot that I need to talk to "HIM" Have a great day, keep hope and have faith
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