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Hey guys me again probably bored of seeing my posts now..
Recently posted a lot on here about different stuff blood in spit/nose feeling my abdomen stomach all sorts.. This time it's a lump behind my ear and small lump in my neck.. My necks movable the ony behind my ear not so much.. The ear one is firm and painless the neck one is softer and painless.. I had one even of what felt like flu symptoms a week ago but that cleared as quick as it came.. The lump behind my ear has been there for years a doctor has said it was to do with a piercing on my ear and it would subside but this never had its remained.
Got appt with the ENT end of the month and made a doc appt for just over a week away..
I'm depressed and fed up of feeling like this now my life is consumed by worry and fear and the increasing need to examine myself/stool/spit/urine.. Sometimes I feel like it's just not worth it anymore I'm so low right now never been as low as this.
I feel like I come on here and just whine and moan about things I think are wrong with me. I over think everything I constantly Google things and freak Oit I know I shouldn't but hey I can't help it. I'm so run down right now so fatigued all the time. I had blood tests like 3 months ago that all came back clear.
I just don't know what to do anymore.
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