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I've felt very low for a while now. I have depression ptsd and bpd.
I have no friends. I have had to give up work recently. I feel like im failing at life.
Im stuck in this self loathing cycle with no motivation. I try to put on a face for family buf its exausting.
I think most people find me pathetic. Im just one of those that people cant be bothered with.
I think about suicide daily. I attempted suicide last summer. I wish i had the courage to just do it. Mg daughter is the only thing stopping me.
Others say to me things like, you just have to get on with it, stop feeling sorry for yourself etc. Easier said.
Im not sure why I'm posting, because i guess really it's not going to change anything. I guess it just feels slightly better to write it down
Thanks for reading.
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