feel like im going to die soon?

I am going through the same right now. It only started 2 Months ago. I had everything checked and all my test (heart & lungs) are normal. My BP is normal except for my sugar (apparently i have type 2 diabetes) and Cholesterol (it's in borderline), my doctors told me they'll fix me physically first before endorsing to psychiatrist. I am more at ease now after the check up. I just need to fix my sugar level. Although i still have episodes sometimes, i am able to manage it by doing something else like cleaning or reading a books. Reading books helps me better than watching TV. I was able to find out some of my triggers as well (like bad odor, it's funny but it's true). I am still finding and working on other triggers coz i have a lot. I also ask my husband for support and asked him to read about anxiety, he's like my breathing coach now. I also told my friends (TIP: you need a friend that will validate what ever you are going through because some of your friends will shut you off or make a joke about it, you'll just feel worse after). I informed my boss about my situation and they are supportive and gave advise and tips. Don't keep this to your self. It will be a lot easier to manage once you have support. 

Also tell your self whenever you're having one "this is not how it ends".

I have started suffering from this the past few week and it's taking over my life I don't no what to do

I have had disszyness , nausea, all kinds of shooting pains, tension headache. Cluster headache, brain zaps. Migranes, unfocused eyes... all since 13/6/18 i also have a bump on tye back of my head that has felt tender for 4 yeara now.... I've been to a&e 4 times with these... the doctors at least once a week since.. a&e done a ct scan an all came back ok. The doctor refered me to the nurologist 15 days ago (10/7) with a red flag, haven't heard a thing back yet... I range them there now and they said the nurologist hasn't even had a chance to look at my letter yet. These migranes and funny feelings in my head are getting worse... I have been in bed for 3 days without going down stairs once because I feel so unwell and scared that something is about to happen to me. It's like no where I go no one is taking me seriously. I can't manage the rest of the week like this. Every day from the minute I wake I'm anxious and my head aces are there. If not a headache, the bump at the back of my head is tender . . No one is helpful. Doctors just say there's nothing more we can do it's out of our hands... nurologist nurse on the phone says nothing she can do, go back to my doctor until then.. but it's pointless going to doctor as he already said it's out of his hands niw. Painkillers don't help. Amitriptyline dosent help. I've had 3 massages and none of them help . 😣😣😣 what more do I need to go through before I get looked at. ? Seziure? Die?? I'm sick of it I've had a lot of stress lately too ( 3 year old daughter took a seziure, I have moved house 5 weeks ago... and I don't really like the area. The naighbour across from me murdered someone 20 years ago over the Irish troubles... a fight happend in the house a few doors down with bottles smashing. Fell out with my friend who I normally see regularly. But would rather stay away from her anyway she thinks she's always right it sickens me lol I've been back and forth from the hospital in the past four weeks and while I've been feeling like this I found dating and ops on my boyfriend of 9 years phone. He lives here with me and is my daughters dad... I'very kinda forgiven him but feel so so depressed... its just been stress afrer stress after stress. it is all too much to handle

Yeah know exactly what you mean jose0405,im on Prozac, after my inferior infarction, in 2010,it has helped me, I don't dwell on my heart issue, but some day feel anxiety in my upper body, doc. Says bloodpressure OK, no pain, just have that feeling someday, heart going to quit, Uuuggg yuk ????????

Maybe just a fact of getting old, doctors don't want to tell us, genetic mutations stop at 55,-----then bam, got started, inferior infarction, tachycardia, aneurysms, 5mm,nodule in my lung, enlarged seen, kidney failure, plus the big anxiety, depression, as the icing on the cake, reality, like a tonn of bricks, we're not immortal, rich, poor, we're going down the hole, ------now that's what I wished my doctor tells us, but she just don't get it, she's 25,years old hahahihi 😂

I know, jose0405,sometimes I meditate, to your favorite god, or religion, then watch for UFO's, with my doggie buddy, one day he's going to speak to me I know it, makes these noses, almost like words, yeah jose0405,when in deep meditation, sometimes I go into sleep, my favorite time, in the dream world, most of the time hate waking up from, dream world, just wait for verification, of the other world, then everything will be OK for me, until then plunking along day by day, Uuuggg yuk 😇😇😇🤡🤗🤗🤧🤕

Sounds rugged, josy0405,like the days 4 yrs, ago when the tachycardia, was wreeking havoc, on me, everytime after a episode, heart felt tender, like someone pulled it out of my chest and bounced it like a basketball 🏀, Uuuggg yuk, the atenolol helped, but once in a while bam, out of nowhere, it would start pounding, could feel it all the way to my feet, but I was a lard butt, 260 lbs, went down to 200,because I was horrified to eat, 30 minutes after eating is when the tachycardia would start, after I lost weight, the atenolol was to much, event monitor, said heart rate at 37 beats one night, cardiologist called told me to discontinue atenolol, with the Prozac, it's be OK I guess, still have dizzy spells once in a while and coo, coo, dreams, all I can say is keep looking for midway solution friend friend, your not alone

Uuuggg yuk, today had that feeling, they say more people have heart attacks on Monday's, that's the day I had my inferior infarction, Mon, 2010,hurry up Lord, take me home, put me out of my misery, maybe not yet, has one last mission for me, no today had one of my migraine, with aura, during the night, inherited from my dads side, touch of epilepsy, dad started getting seizures later in life, probably what I have to look forward to, yuk, just had a dizzy spell, laying on the porch, with my dog buddy, don't know if that's from the two aneurysms in my brain, or the auto accident I had in May, was knocked out for 5 minutes, Uuuggg, yeah jose0405,maybe psychiatrist can, help you with some medications,or therapy, that can calm your depression /anxiety, I'm giving you a cyber, hug, feel the power warm, OK, ttfn