Feeling hurt, shame, and broken
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First I have breast cancer stage IV I've been fighting for 10yrs. With that being said I've struggled
With the thought of being alone because my cancer is not curable and I'll fight this for the rest of my
life. So I decide to take a friend up on his offer and join him in PR for my birthday. Well long story
short I haven't been with anyone for 2yrs and he was that person. So Monday I got a boil that hurt so
bad I decided to go see my ob/gyn and she tells me it appears to be herpes!!!
I am so devastated and upset first at myself for not protecting myself and then at him IF indeed he is
the carrier for not telling me. I don't have the results but I'm a realist so I'm trying to
accept this before the news is delivered. To add insult to injury an high school friend has
reconnected with me and we've been talking and he's made plans to visit but of course I didn't know
any of this!!! PLEASE PLEASE if you can I need some advice on how to handle and cope if this is
my diagnosis!!! Scared and confused and HURT!!!
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lauren74052
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Focus on staying healthy and happy this should in no way affect ur life . Xxx you also may never get another outbreak again
jas33724
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lauren74052
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This is a cold sore on your privates . End of. That is all the attention it deserves . Don't let yourself waste time worrying about something so trivial !!!
I have had it in my system 10 years. I am married and a respected person in the community . I couldn't give a shit that I have herpes in fact it's not even worth my worry ! Xxxx